I Love Mommy.

And I will pray, even though I know everything will be fine and nothing will go wrong.  But being who I am... I worry too much.

"Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile."

-Albert Einstein

Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice, shame on me.

I am not sure who this quote is from, but I know many of you have probably heard it before. This quote can have a lot of meaning (in my eyes).

Second chances. When thinking of giving a "second chance" to someone or something this quote is highly appropriate. If you are on the verge of giving a second chance, RED FLAG. Warning, if they can fool you once, trust they can do it again. And if it happens that is your bad, blame only yourself. Now, I am not saying I do not believe in change. I know people and situations can change, but it is only proper to approach with caution.

Am I a victim of the "FMT" (Fool Me Twice)? HELL YEA I am. I am only human and we do these things called "mistakes". I am a hopeful person and I do believe in the good. And yes, I'll risk it (I wouldn't say risk it all, but I'll risk something). I hate thinking "what if"'s. A bit of FMT in my life has made me stronger person and somewhat narrow down what I am looking for in my life. I am still not sure what that is, but who really does.

Now if you find your self saying "fool me three times... four times... five times....ten times?!". GIRL/BOY, you better quit that shit! You are now just ACTING LIKE A FOOL. Get that drama out of your life and keep it to a FMT.

Anyways, I love coming across intresting things, I love it more when I have my camera phone with me: (BTW caption is looking better before the picture)

Wheat thins on the Medical shelves? So I am assuming 2 things in this pictures: 1. A medical student who is getting their books is a stress ball. To calm their nerves they carry wheat thins to eat. They realize that we didn't have the book that they crucially need (when in reality they don't need it unit like Sep. 15th or something) so they busted out some wheat thins and started munching on that shit and was so angry they decided to leave us some. 2. A worker, most likely some one who doesn't work at Coursebooks, got hungry on the job.



Who knits a DONUT. Honestly.



Courtesy of Angeline.



My ghetto webcam holder.

I like to blog in the mornings

So today I woke up around 6AM. Clearly I can't go back to sleep which is a shame because I have work later and it will kick me in the ass. So I have concluded that mornings and nights are when I think too much. Mornings because you think about the day ahead of you. What will you do? What will you wear? Don't forget to (fill in the blank)! Then at night you think about the day you just had. I wonder if I did that right. Damn it I should of (fill in the blank)! So on and so on. But then when you over examine your day, so many thoughts will run through your head. Its all jumbled and next thing you know it there is so much on your mind you just can't go to sleep. When you finally do sleep you will have dream that will symbolize what you've been thinking about. Already so restless from sleeping a simple bird chirp will wake your ass up at 6AM (reminder shut the window before I sleep). Then it starts all over again. Or maybe you just woke up early because you drank just a little too much the night before.

I wish I was a guy because from some reason guys can just knock out whenever.

Whawhoo Pictures!


What is wrong with this picture?


Guess who...


An attempt to take a picture of the many chicken tacos ordered that night.


Made with love. Thanks to those Palmdale kids.

A joke and a wonderful thing called CLEARANCE

I would like to start this post off with a joke (props to Jenny Cheng):
"What kind of nuts are on a wall?"
"Walnuts?"
"What kind of nuts are on a chest?"
"Chestnuts"
"What kind of nuts are on your chin?"
"?"
"DICK IN YO MOUTH!"

Take a minute to process if you must....
HILARIOUS! Right??? I love jokes, almost all of them make me laugh. I also like telling them (I am a horrible joke teller), especially when I hear new one and it is super funny I TELL EVERYONE. So if you have a good joke, feel free to share. I also like riddles.

Anyways. I just went shopping yesterday. And OMG I almost forgot how good it feels to shop. I haven't shopped since who knows when. Something better than shopping is shopping in the clearance section and hitting the jackpot. Ladies, you know what I am talking about! Its just one of those best feelings of getting a legit dress for about $10 and eye-catching earrings for only $2. I was in heaven.

Then of course reality hits and you just realize you spent about $40. BOO. Worth it? I hope so.

The meaning of SLOF.

SLOF. Summer List Of Fun. Now many of you have probably heard or seen about this infamous SLOF. I admit I didn't think it would be so popular or catch the interest of others (I am such a trend setter, just kidding haha). I thought it would just be this personal list that will keep me busy this summer since I'm not taking summer school. I wanted this summer to be enjoyable and not only contain intoxication.

Basically, everyone has a "mental" list of things they want to do over the summer. But honestly, did you really bungee jump last summer? Be realistic, you do not have money (unless of course your parents are filthy rich, then lucky you). Now I'm talking about things you can actually do and afford. This list should step outside of your own comfort zone, but at the same time be doable. It should be for pure enjoyment, with no hidden agendas. There isn't really a "goal" in doing the things on your list, the only thing anyone should be aiming for when doing a SLOF is having fun. Don't get me wrong, I love goals and I think everyone should have them. But losing weight is not fun and it is not on my SLOF. Instead, I would consider it a SLOG, Summer List Of Goals (which will be explained in a later blog). Anyways, a SLOF is something that should make you happy. It should be something that you can enjoy with your good friends. A SLOF isn't a composed list to impress people or rub into someones face that their summer sucks. It's a list to get your mind active and not think about the fear of being jobless in the future or maybe that bad grade last quarter, or that jackass and/or bitch who screwed you over. SLOF is here to make you realize that you can always do better in anything that you do and that you will always have these good friends who will always be there. It might sound crazy, but I think it can build confidence help you see that you deserve more than just a slice of cake (haha). What I'm trying to say your list should be things that will make you happy, get off your lazy butt and make you realize that there is more to life than watching TV, drinking, the opposite sex and Facebook (yes I understand I am a victim of these, but I make it up by SLOFing).

So I know I probably sound crazy and that I am thinking too much in to the "idea" of SLOF, but I don't care. I am pretty sure I didn't come to this conclusion until after performing some of my SLOF activities and explaining to others what SLOF is. So when you ask me how my summer is and I answer "it's going good", believe me I am not lying. Summer is good!